tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-83379205587919547822023-11-15T05:40:44.630-08:00The Insomniac Diaries"Men who are unhappy, like men who sleep badly, are always proud of the fact." - Bertrand RussellBenny Horowitzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07202871381422072929noreply@blogger.comBlogger43125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8337920558791954782.post-71022828193949797952019-10-22T11:15:00.001-07:002019-10-22T13:53:17.539-07:0019/20' Annual NBA Predictions <div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<b>1) Sixers</b> - The length and defense of the top 6-7 guys on this team is un-paralleled in recent NBA memory. Because of that, they should really handle lower tier Eastern teams with ease and cruise to 15-20 of their total W’s. Horford being able to spell the Embiid bench minutes is huge. The effectiveness of forcing Simmons out of the paint and loss of any perimeter threat is a huge concern come playoff time, particularly with loss of Redick, but shouldn’t stop them from bullying through the regular season. </div>
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<b>2) Bucks</b> - Not sure if it’s just my FIBA hangover, but Giannis, Middleton and Brook all looked a step off and scared me. But, none of them really cared, so...shouldn't put too much stock in it. I fear dismissing Giannis and his lack of perimeter game, since his inside dominance is bested only by prime time Shaq and a select few others. I don't think the roster we see now will be the roster come playoff time and they are as set up as anyone to make a deep finals run. </div>
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<b>3) Celtics</b> - Higher on this team than most. Lost in the Kyrie is a kook conversation was the scowl of Rozier. I think Celtics are better off without both players and letting Stevens really run his program to a T. This season would be the year Hayward could capture some of his Jazz consistency and fire. Most of the season really depends on development of Tatum, and now the heavily compensated Jaylen Brown, and if we’re looking at a franchise builders or good, complementary pieces. </div>
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<b>4) Raptors</b> - 17-5 without Kawhi last season is a telling story. It's a well coached team with players who know how to win. Locked up Siakam and Lowry as core pieces over next couple seasons, avoiding trade rumors and media maneuvering. But, they lost arguably the best player in the NBA and can’t recover to finals glory. Also lost some depth on the back end with last seasons trade deadline moves, but add a promising OG Anunoby after missing most of last season. </div>
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<b>5) Miami</b> - Watch this team beat up the bulk of the East. Remember what Jimmy Butler does when it’s his show, putting up 24/6/5 as his last year in Chicago as focal point. Whiteside, while still having upside, was dragging that crew down and Bam is a spark plug replacement with far more versatility. Tyler Herro looks great and could be in the new famed class of guards picked 13th in the draft (Devin Booker, Donovan Mitchell) will show himself as top steal of draft. Like them to make noise in the East and advance a round or two. </div>
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<b>6) Brooklyn - </b>Of course hard to have an unbiased opinion of my squad, but lost in the Kyrie/KD shuffle was the returning core of young talent and new pieces to fortify depth. LaVert is now being paid as a 3rd piece, and if health maintains could be the impact player he was first half of last season. Dinwiddie is a great court and clubhouse complement to Kyrie while Jared Allen keeps taking steps to be a legit 30+ minute a night starter. Then bring in hard headed and defensive pros like Garrett Temple and David Nwaba and make sneaky trade for Taurean Prince, who I imagine they’ll use as a stretch 4 in most sets. This is now a team with a playoff core and pedigree, and even though still one KD away from being contenders, I imagine this season to be a strong step in that direction. </div>
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<b>7) Magic - </b>Statistically, no team played better defense in second half of the season than Orlando. With the bottom of their division being filled with walkover teams, they could cruise to a handful of victories holding opponents to around 80 points. This should create a bevy of regular season wins. They also have returning continuity and the development of Isaac and Bamba as real impact rotation players. Can’t see much in the playoffs but I imagine a return to the playoffs. </div>
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<b>8) Chicago - </b>Returning a number of promising young players in Lavine and Maarkanen, adding Thad Young to the interior and Satoranksy to finally have a steady presence in the PG spot, which effectively should diminish Dunn to a bench player. I think they’ll be right there at the end. The X factor could be health and productivity of Wendell Carter, but some of these players have real moxy and I think they sneak into bottom of the East with 39-41 wins. </div>
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<b>9) Pacers</b> - As much as like some of the players on this team, the uncertainty of Oladipo, the analytic conundrum that is playing Sabonis and Turner together and trying to work in Lamb, Brogdon and Warren as the major source of perimeter offense will be seriously challenging. I expect a big jump from my man Aaron Holiday, but I foresee a couple poor stretches in the season that knock the Pacers just below the 8 seed. </div>
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<b>10) Detroit</b> - Second year with Casey and strongest front court in East. But, I hate this roster. They are constantly one Blake injury away from being the team that simply couldn’t compete in last years playoffs. I don’t trust Kennard to take the step they would like him to, missed out on impact rookie and signed Rose, who will sure up bench but doesn’t bring enough. To the lottery for Motown. My hope is they compete enough towards the end to not destroy Drummond’s season, who I drafted in most of my fantasy leagues. </div>
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<b>11) Hawks</b> - Young and Collins should be a lot of fun to watch this year, mixed with some interesting pieces up and down the lineup. But loss of Dedmon and the lack of interior presence and defense should keep them a half dozen wins from the playoffs still. Could be borderline must watch basketball, but playoff jump still at least a year away. </div>
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<b>12) Knicks</b> - I’m intrigued by a few of the Knicks young pieces (Robinson, Knox, Barrett) and think Fizdale is a solid coach. I hate the roster construction and am baffled by a couple of the moves, trade chips or not. I just hope the Kristaps media backlash won’t put Knicks fans in a “fire Fizdale” frenzy, it’s just simply not his fault. Most you can hope for is strong showings by the kids and potentially, Dennis Smith Jr putting it together and showing if he’s a starter in this league or not. </div>
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<b>13) Wizards</b> - Bradley Beal and….and...Thomas Bryant (yeah) only other player who excites me at all, even the last two seasons of draft picks are underwhelming. I imagine the only part of this Beal re-signing plan is pairing himself, a healthy Wall and a top 3 draft pick together next season. This season is a wash. Draft Beal in fantasy, especially without percentages. </div>
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<b>14) Cavs</b> - Yeah, this is gonna be bad. I assume Love will play in active spurts, with periodic rest to try and entice some sort of return. This is nothing but a season to see what you have in Garland and Sexton and play for another draft. </div>
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<b>15) Hornets</b> - Bad, could be historically bad team. Only team in NBA that doesn’t feature a top 100 player, and your two best players are on bloated and unmanageable contracts. Bridges, Monk, Washington are fine, but none excite me as an impact player. Blah. </div>
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<b>1) Nuggets</b> - As a regular season ranking this is team to beat for the #1 seed. Jokic in MVP form, Murray blossoming, returning continuity, full health, additions of Grant and Porter and one of the best home court advantages in NBA. With the injury troubles and new player chemistry components of the other top Western teams, Nugs could easily finish with best record in conference. <br />
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<b>2) Rockets</b> - Biggest knock on Rockets offense is its predictability and boring style run through Harden, albeit very successful. Here comes Russ, the human tornado, in this context I mean it in a good way. If he doesn’t shoot them out of games with 5+ 3pt attempts, he’s the perfect spark plug on a broken offense or a well defended set. Harden has never had a Rockets teammate you can hand the ball to and confidently watch it play out. High probability for troubles with the looming China situation and D’Antoni not extending his deal. </div>
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<b>3) Clippers</b> - PG iffy for first 6 weeks. Even with Kawhi claiming full health, can’t see him playing all back to backs, particularly against very weak or, as last season, potential playoff match ups. Also factoring in new chemistry, it might start slow but can’t pace too much cause of competitive west. This team is built for February and March and I imagine we won't see their full complement or parts and play until then. </div>
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<b>4) Jazz</b> - Love their off season moves and coaching, but…this team is small. They’ll put up wins and be right there in the heart of the western race, but when push comes to shove, I think this team gets bullied around. Envision a series against a healthy Clippers team, who is covering Kawhi and PG on this team? I’ll wait. And a small sample size of the leagues worst preseason defense. Conley one of my fave players in NBA, but they won’t have huge success. </div>
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<b>5) Lakers </b>- I have bought into the pre-season, it looked at 3 sets of high pick and roll with AD and LeBron to see it's stunning and absolutely impossible to stop. Just like the Clippers, Lakers will be looking at this season as a long play. Small victories and leaps and good health and rest until crunch time. Iguoadala will be a Laker shortly and will certainly add more ball handling and bench fortification. I'm in, regular season won't show but who wants to see this in the playoffs?</div>
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<b>6) Blazers</b> - They are all in, going over the tax to bring in Whiteside/Bazemore and retaining Rodney Hood. The strongest back court in basketball and a returning Nurkic (eventually) is more than enough to get this team in the middle or top of West by seasons end. I think some of the pundits are lulled by Blazers regular season success and postseason failures, but they still made a leap last year, added pieces to the core and have excellent coaching. I think they, at the least, maintain their recent success. </div>
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<b>7) Warriors</b> - Not betting against the boys. Steph and Dray just have too much experience, too much moxy to not figure this out. I also believe they view this season with a huge chip on their shoulders, knowing that they cement a certain level of both of their historical significances by cracking a stacked Western conference without Klay or KD. I like the fit of D-Lo, especially giving Steph the opportunity to get off ball and let someone else create a shot, an integral part of the use of KD. Expect Looney’s “hey, I’m pretty good” season to the masses, kid has good feet and a great sense of the court, should fill the minutes nicely. Back to playoffs for the Dubs. </div>
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<b>8) Kings</b> - Perfect setup for Kings to take their jump. Fox and Bagley are nowhere near their ceilings and primed to take another jump. Hield is a perfect perimeter complement with no one hitting more 3’s in NBA in recent memory other than Steph, now contract tension over and can go in with clear head. Additions of Ariza and Joseph went under looked, I always view the best breakout recipe to mix young talent with strong floor and locker presences. Vlade finally not gonna look like a heel and Kings become NBA darlings. </div>
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<b>9) Pelicans</b> - Hard to say the playoff hopes of a team would already rest on a rookie, but with the west so tight, I can’t imagine Zion’s 2 month absence recovering from knee surgery will tip the scales in the right way. It’s a highly talented and interesting team but this is too big of a hit to get through the West. They are must watch basketball, appearing on national games 11 of first 20 games. Watch ESPN start the Lonzo Ball hype up again in order to retain viewership. Will begin…tomorrow. </div>
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<b>10) Wolves</b> - I like this team, they’re solid and the pride of New Jersey, Karl Anthony Towns seems to be primed for another strong season, taking on inside/out and ball handling duties and being full focal point. A healthy Covington provides a much needed presence they have not had. The problem is the 2-3 spot, Wiggins is the most frustrating player in the NBA, every time he shows a flash and then disappears for the next 15 minutes. Okogie nice player but has offensive deficiencies, they drafted Culver to help there but he’s still too green. Sorry KAT. </div>
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<b>11) Spurs</b> - 22 straight playoff appearances, a streak unparalleled in the NBA with Blazers and Raptors having 7 straight showings. Well, the time has come. I’ve bet against Pop and co. before, and it didn’t pan out well, but this time it’s too hard to see. They play an antiquated style that could work, if they had the interior presence to make it work. </div>
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<b>12) Mavericks</b> - Excuse my lack of trust in the Unicorn, but I’m from the NY area and drank the kool aid too many times already. He is fantastic, and looks great in the preseason….BUT, he hasn’t played meaningful minutes in almost 18 months now, and with his history, I can’t imagine heavy minutes, and if they run him hard, he’ll be on the couch by January. Doncic is must watch hoops and this team should have some really exciting moments, but still a couple pieces away. </div>
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<b>13) Thunder</b> - This is a surprisingly nice looking roster for a team that just “blew itself up”. Paul seems to know he’ll be there all season and embracing the task at hand, who should benefit upcoming star Shae Gilgeous Alexander the most. Complements of Adams and Gallo and Paul should keep this team in a lot of games. But in reality, with what they’re holding, I think front office would be super bummed if they went near the playoffs. Good thing West is too packed and they won’t crack the standings after a couple months. </div>
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<b>14) Suns</b> - First time in years I look through the Suns roster and go “Huh, not so bad”. The fact that being filled with NBA rotational players is an anomaly for the Suns is a big part of the problem. Ayton was great last year and highly over looked, kid shows flashes to be the real deal and Booker is an all star caliber player. Rubio has tons of faults, but he can run an offense and get the ball in the right place. I see some improvement, but they just have SO much to prove. </div>
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<b>15) Grizzlies</b> - They are doing their rebuild right and have very talented core pieces in Jackson, Morant and Clarke. But they are awfully far away from competing. They should cap all 3 of the aforementioned minutes and make sure no one drives themselves into the ground in a meaningless season. Back to the top 3. </div>
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<b>Eastern Champion</b>: Bucks</div>
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<b>Western Champion</b>: Lakers</div>
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<b>Finals Champion</b>: Bucks</div>
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<b>MVP</b>: Giannis Antetokounmpo</div>
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<b>6th Man</b>: Spencer Dinwiddie</div>
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<b>Defensive Player</b>: Anthony Davis</div>
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<b>Rookie of the Year</b>: Ja Morant</div>
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<b>Coach of the Year</b>: Steve Kerr</div>
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<b>Most Improved</b>: Bam Adebayo </div>
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<b>Executive of the Year: </b>Elton Brand</div>
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Welcome to my 3rd, nearly annual NBA predictions/preview. </div>
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I didn’t play ball at a high level, and I don’t begin to understand the advanced metrics of the Lowe’s of the world, but I LOVE hoops obsessively and have seen thousands play, from the playground to being an NBA season ticket holder. So this is based on my instincts and eye tests as a mega fan, and since I’m a gigantic nerd, they are sometimes correct. Enjoy reading and enjoy the season, can’t wait for hoops! </div>
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1) <b>Boston</b>: 2nd best starting 5 in the league, longest bench, healthy return of two all-stars, top 3 coach, trip to last years East finals…barring catastrophe, this is one of the easier picks to make. Jaylen Brown is your 5th best player, Rozier your 6th…it’s an embarrassment of riches and they all seem to be buying in, all the time. Oh, and to boot, if they get in any kind of trouble, injury or personnel wise, they have a bevy of resources to make moves from for a playoff run. The team to beat in east. </div>
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2) <b>Toronto</b>: Kawhi is healthy and engaged, added to one of the deepest rosters in the league. This could easily be best defensive squad, the antidote to the modern NBA is wings/bigs who can rotate 1-5. Running Kawhi, Danny Green, OG, Ibaka, Siakam with a bunch of chippy perimeter defenders is really intriguing. High on Toronto making a deep run. Only wild card is how new coach Nick Nurse fits in and uses his pieces, or if he can even coach, which we don’t know. If that situation gets bad and Kawhi starts eyeing the door, it could go south pretty fast. Being said, with guys like VanVleet and Powell being the 9 & 10 pieces on your bench, the ceiling isn’t very low regardless. </div>
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3) <b>Milwaukee</b>: This is a sexy pick for a lot of people. The assumption that Giannis with Popeye arms and Mike Budenholzer are guaranteeing the next step for the franchise. This is likely, and possible. They still have some questions at guard, what is Bledsoe’s ceiling and most of your shooting guard minutes being used by Brogdon and rookie DiVincenzo. Thon Maker is still an intriguing prospect, who could potentially cause all sorts of length problems for opposing teams if he can lock in. Lopez adds a big man perimeter threat to stretch the floor and Ilyasova helps what was a thin bench. Looking up for the Bucks. </div>
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4) <b>Indiana</b>: I know it’s uncommon to see the Pacers this high, but to me, this is a team that plays the right way and has the continuity and improved health of last seasons starters. They filled a hole drafting Aaron Holiday late, who I think can be a steal of the draft. Suring up some the ball handling, improved shooting with McDermott and some added scoring/slashing from Tyreke Evans, who can play multiple positions, could see 30+ minutes a night and should contend for 6th man of the year. I’m bullish on the Pacers, and their depth puts them over the other mid-tier Eastern teams. </div>
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7) <b>Washington</b>: Old Washington. Wall/Beal/Porter alone are enough to talent themselves to 45 wins. WE all know that. One thing we also know, EXACTLY what Dwight Howard is. I can’t understand all the analysts taking the Dwight bait, again, demanding it’s intriguing. It’s not, it’s obvious, and we know exactly what he’ll do. Probably around 14/10, bad plus/minus and create some kind of tension in the locker room, which the Wiz have in abundance already. But asides from that, the lengthening of bench with Jeff Green and Austin Rivers were two under radar moves that should provide a lot of relief, particularly on offense, and keep them in the mix. </div>
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9) <b>Detroit</b>: Can’t hate on the Drummond/Griffin front court, it’s malleable and dynamic. But, after that their success is weighted on things like Reggie Jacksons health and the development of guys like Kennard, not too high on their chances of breaking through. Would not be shocked to see Dwayne Casey pull more out of this squad and cracking the playoffs. </div>
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10) <b>Chicago</b>: With a healthy Maarkanen, I projected them to sneak around the 8 seed. Even with no interest in defense, that lineup looked potent enough to 120+ there way into 37+ wins. Now with his injury projecting long, and them in no rush this season, I don’t think so anymore. The shortening of the bench with Portis taking heavy minutes will thin them out early. Dunn/LaVine backcourt one of biggest question marks of season, they’re development paramount to any version of success. </div>
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11) <b>Brooklyn</b>: I have bias, this is my team, I’m a season ticket holder and because of this, have fan hood optimism. In reality, this season is about next season, and a surprise run to the playoffs doesn’t suit the Nets particularly well, as they are going into 2019 with their own first round pick in what feels like 80 years, and the ability to sign two max players. Now, my dilemma is this. Seeing the landscape of available free agents next season, who are we getting? Part of me believes a continuation of winning and culture and building is the best medicine, and getting your young core, particularly Jarrett Allen and Caris LaVert some playoff run might be better in the long term, and also more attractive to free agents. Expect another humdrum year from D’Angelo Russell and the Nets moving past him after season. </div>
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13) <b>Atlanta</b>: I don’t hate the Trae Young move as much as most. It was bold and clear, and while Doncic should out-perform in his current situation, taking a spark plug at a premium position who can fill seats for a team primed for another lottery run regardless, why not? He’s a fun player with unlimited range and ridiculous vision for his age, with the amount of volume he’ll see, my choice for ROY. That being said, shouldn’t translate to too many wins, biggest questions are if Collins and Prince are pieces to built around moving forward. </div>
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14) <b>New York</b>: As usual, Knicks fans are making Kevin Knox out to be the next Willis Reed. I live here and legitimately feel bad for Knicks fans, they’re optimism stems from a wonderful fanhood, one as a Nets fan I’m jealous of. But, being said, this year is about losing. Would like to see development from Ntilikina and Knox, and see if they got the right guy in coach David Fizdale, which I think is a great hire for this town. All about some culture building and who you can piece with a healthy Porzingis next season. </div>
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15) <b>Orlando</b>: Not many interesting things to watch here. Is Gordon a franchise player, probably not. Curious about development of Isaac and Bamba, but that’s about it, they’ll be pretty terrible and in position for next years #1. </div>
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1) <b>Houston</b>: Reigning MVP Harden looks sharp this offseason and the team is primed for a big regular season. Ariza is a very nice player, but the idea he is the key to the demise is overblown. Ennis is a plus defender and Carmelo fills in the perimeter void. Think this team is primed for 65+ regular season wins here, they’ll be far more motivated to grab that number one seed and will push harder for it than the Dubs. Wondering if Brandon Knight can give them anything, if he manages to scratch his health and potential, would be huge ball handling upgrade over MCW. I expect Melo to have highest shooting percentages in years, perhaps his career. </div>
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2) <b>Golden State</b>: We all know what they are, but, they are not built for the regular season 82 grind anymore. Past Iguoadala/Livingston, the bench is eerily thin, and one of them will have to start and the others log heavy minutes if/when Cousins returns to take real minutes. Draymond is starting banged up, with the normal nicks, bruises and caution they use with playoff certainty, I think they’ll suffer in regular season wins and not come atop the West. Playoffs, different story entirely. This is the season Steph Curry reminds everyone how damn good he is, and will take his 3rd MVP trophy, I can’t believe he has managed to be underrated. </div>
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3) <b>Utah</b>: Undervalued thing in the NBA is continuity, and the team who will compete with Toronto for best defense in league is Utah, for that very reason. With Gobert anchoring, they’re fluid and long and talk and have ability to shut down offenses. Mitchell wasn’t a flash in the pan, and Quinn Snyder seems like the Rubio whisperer. This team is fun, and chippy and can get in peoples heads, give me Joe Ingles all day long. </div>
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4) <b>Denver</b>: Love this squad, it’s deep and fast and hungry and most of core is on at least 2nd or 3rd season together. Jokic is so dynamic, and paired with Millsap, who most forget from average 17/18’ campaign what kind of player he is. I imagine those two being one of the craftier, better shooting and rebounding front courts in the NBA. Murray is a budding star and Will Barton has always had a chip on his shoulder, can imagine a breakout campaign with the forthcoming starters minutes. Lyles and Beasley look nice in offseason, firming up the bench. </div>
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5) <b>OKC</b>: I’m high on OKC, as I feel they’re best talents are built to withstand Warriors like systems. With Carmelo gone, this immediately is a top 3 defense and a year of chemistry building with Russ/PG/Adams should really show. Schroeder, I imagine will benefit greatly from being around Russ, who loves swag when you deserve it and hates it when you don’t show up. Exactly what a guy like that needs, and I think we’ll see Dennis’s strongest pro season. Fear is the chunk of time Russ and Roberson miss early will affect their standings too much, only takes a few games to slip out of it in the stacked West. </div>
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6) <b>LA Lakers</b>: I know I’m not supposed to judge the preseason, but it’s hard not to once you get your eyes on something. I really liked the idea of this Lakers team, on paper. Seeing some of these guys on the floor together and getting a glimpse how it would operate scares me. Rondo is a good option, a winning option, but he needs to carve and dribble to do work. I trust he’s smart enough to make it work, by all accounts he’ll be coaching some day, but the eye test is low. That being said, it’s LeBron, in LA, everything will be stacked in their favor and the league is dying for them to get in, one way or another it’s gonna happen. . </div>
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7) <b>New Orleans</b>: Anthony Davis is an absolute monster, who is going to just make the playoffs and than leave New Orleans. Sorry, he has no choice. The front court of AD/Mirotic/Randle is intriguing, and should get them up past 40 wins, another 6/7wins based on AD’s pure dominance and underrated Jrue Holiday. With Payton now in tow to spell ball handling duties, which they needed badly last year, I see them around 6/7 seed. </div>
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8) <b>Portland</b>: Almost same roster returning from last season with a few small losses. Anticipating a jump year from Zach Collins, who showed very interesting flashes last year. Evan Turner is an underrated piece who can handle and truly anchors the bench. This 8 seed is entirely dependent on Jimmy Butler, and if he stays with Minnie all year, Portland is my team to get knocked out of playoffs. </div>
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9) <b>Memphis</b>: Not far removed from Gasol/Conley being a perennial playoff pair, they are being billed as back and healthy, along with Chandler Parsons and the signing of Kyle Anderson to improve the wing. Some nice young players in Dillon Brooks and rookie Jaren Jackson. I could see this team winning 50 or 25, but I’m leaning towards solid and un-playoff bound 42-45 wins or so. </div>
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10) <b>LA Clippers</b>: This team could surprise people. Tobias Harris is the real deal, and on the cusp of an all star season. A healthy backcourt starting Beverly/Bradley could be lockdown, spelling with Lou Williams and Gilgeous-Alexander, who I think will be top 5 ROY candidate. So much here depends on health, and I think some major pieces will get knocked up enough to keep them out of playoffs. But expect strong season and good set-up for next season, which could also include a big late season trade. An interesting team. </div>
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11) <b>San Antonio</b>: The deal they got back for Kawhi was about as good as you can get with no leverage. My heart is telling me, of course, the Spurs will be in it by the end. But when I I really examine these rosters and with the recent injuries to 2/3 of their primary ball handlers (Murray/White), I can see the mighty falling out, and I’ll not so boldly predict so. Welcome to a new era. </div>
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12) <b>Minnesota</b>: As I write this, Jimmy Butler is scheduled to play game one and be part of the team. I’m sure he’ll play well, and who knows what this does for team in the long run. But as it stand, I see the beginning of the year as more of a showcase and expect him to be traded. I’m nearly done with Andrew Wiggins and his “untapped” potential, which leaves KAT and a bunch of old Bulls. This setup leaves them well short of playoffs, if Thibs manages to see this through with no incident, they are a playoff team and would move Portland out of the top 8. </div>
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13) <b>Dallas</b>: I expect this team to be fun, and competitive. Sportscenter will get lit up when Smith, Doncic and Jordan are doing their thing. This is a retirement tour for Dirk and another rebuilding year for Mavs. Carlisle will surely have them competitive and fun, but short on wins. </div>
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14) <b>Phoenix</b>: This is a team, roster wise that is trending up. Booker is a young all-star, Ayton looks like the real deal and a couple young pieces could still flourish. On the down side, they have almost no ball handlers and as usual, a totally manic front office that instills no calm in the seas. Not optimistic about Bender and Jackson either, could’ve been two straight bad drafts. Where’s Thunder Dan and KJ when you need them?</div>
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15) <b>Sacramento</b>: Fox is the only starting caliber player currently on roster, back to the top of the lottery. Curious about Bagley, could see breakout year for Harry Giles, that’s about it, true punching bags of the West. </div>
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<b>6th man</b>: Tyreke Evans</div>
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An un-illuminated Christmas tree. A black TV screen. A still record player surrounded by thousands of minions who are eager and ready to come out. A black blob of fur, known as a dog, sleeping soundly next to my typing fingers. A cup of coffee, cold and sweet, made well over 90 minutes ago at 5:45 AM that I’m still nursing. It’s winter and the room I’m sitting in, my living room, is half subterranean and this time of year it’s hard to determine when day and night meet. A perpetual gray, as uninviting to energy and activity as most anything I know. </div>
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When I’d be sitting on a tour bus, going on a year or two ago by now, I’d yearn for the precise moment I’m in. My house, my sweatpants, my coffee, my own motives driving the schedule of the morning…my silence. Those mornings when the front lounge is food and drink and sweat drenched from the night before, the bathroom floor is cold and covered in piss from the swaying dicks trying to pee half awake in a shaking bus. There is no water, so hands and teeth and face must remain. A poop inside of you that would no longer inhabit you if you had access to a normal toilet. But you must remain steadfast, waiting for an open venue or hotel room to bask in glorious feces majesty. </div>
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But, then, there is the other part. It’s 8:00 at night and things relax around here. So tired from the day and not normally up for much more activity. When the TV cranks up or the book cracks or the popcorn kernels rip like fireworks in the other room…I imagine playing a show. </div>
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The new people everyday. The warming up and the feeling of blood running in my muscles. The gurgling that creeps in my stomach before I hit a stage, the tense and beautiful movement of energy that happens before and after and during. I miss the sweat and the power and the catharsis. </div>
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These feelings are mutually exclusive. They each have a home, and neither seems to be particularly welcomed in the other. I feel so lucky to know both, as I know many people in life haven’t been lucky enough to have found either. A warm and loving home or a thriving and successful career, based off a childhood dream. Not too bad. </div>
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There comes a time when you have to look at yourself, inside of human nature and realize all these feelings make sense. Grass is always greener. It’s an odd part of humanity that I appreciate. Our abilitiy to adapt is amazing. But that means anything can become routine and expected after time, and less time than you’d think. It’s this fundamental nature of man that can’t allow me to believe in contextually human afterlife…anything would get boring, 72 virgins, hellfire or eternal Xbox. Either way. </div>
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A normal person wouldn’t lie down in this room. And here I am, so accustomed to it that I lie in an akward position leaving my skin vulnerable to the floor. An OCD I wouldn’t allow in a hotel room or next to a stranger, but my familiarity with this filth leaves me undetered. Crazy to think about the things that come to define you, and the arbitrary and sometimes obvious ways they come to you. </div>
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Drums came to me that way. Through a natural understanding they were cool, and chasing the two “hot” girls in school into the 4th grade band. I took a test, the rest is history. My Mom especially supported it. She was a lover of music and the arts and alternative people in general. I was a kid who’s parents just got divorced, who started playing in bands and spent the weekends looking for rare Queen vinyl in the expo halls of hotels off Rt. 22. I kind of had my fate sealed for me. Some would resent it…I don’t mind. And now that I’m raising children myself, a lot worse places you could be than fucking with drums or records and finding music and lyrics and art. </div>
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I have a soul determined to find itself on the outside of whatever its in. I’ve accepted this part of my nature as, my nature. From the first moment I recall until now, the world has looked as if I’m on the outside peering in. It’s a dangerous way to be, and now in hindsight, I recognize the freedom and push my Mom gave me wasn’t just random. It was intentional. She saw something in me that scared her, and she saw an avenue for it go. And thank fucking God for that. Those records and drums and songs gave me purpose, direction, community and almost everything leading to here. A grown man with a career, family and home. Pretty cool.</div>
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1) <b>Cleveland</b> - LeBron James is the best basketball player on the planet, and still plays for Cleveland. Games 5&6 of the finals reminded the world that, as long as he can still run, he should stay at the #1 spot. Essentially returning the same team that won the finals, adding Mike Dunleavy, no slouch, who is still one of best spot up shooters in league and rarely misses a defensive assignment. Hearing concerns about back up point guard with only Kay Felder, an exciting, but undersized and offensive minded player to back up the oft-injured Kyrie Irving. It is a weak spot, but in the same way the Rockets can slide Harden into the 1 when need be, so can LeBron.</div>
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2) <b>Toronto</b> - Lowry/DeRozan are the most experienced and consistent back court in the East. Cory Joseph is a very good two way bench player and look forward to a full season from DeMarre Carroll, who when healthy is a terrific wing defender and good outside shooter. A lot to like on this team, but very thin in the front court, feeling the year to year losses of Amir Johnson and Biyombo. Can’t see them getting over playoff hump without supplementing J-Val with a little help down there. </div>
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3) <b>Boston</b> - Brad Stevens, the NBA’s hottest young coach has a lot to work with this season. Bringing back the same unit who excelled in playoffs last season who added Al Horford, the closest version to Tim Duncan the league currently has, the new Mr. Consistency. Could be only team with enough pieces and moxy to actually challenge Clevo in a series. Don’t except much from Jaylen Brown this season, who analytically is worst ranked lottery pick in years. I believe Marcus Smart will really solidify himself, I expect an even minutes split in the 1 & 2 spots from him, Bradley and Thomas. </div>
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4) <b>Indiana</b> - Excited, as always, for a healthy Paul George to start the season whom at his peak is a top 10 NBA player. Add Jeff Teague, a perennially underrated PG in Atlanta for years and Thad Young, mostly worthwhile for rebounding hustle and his ability to cover 2-4 on the floor. Myles Turner is no joke. This a good, deep, lengthy team who should cause a lot of waves in the east. One glaring deficiency is outside shooting, which is hard to win without a bevy of in new NBA. </div>
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5) <b>Detroit</b> - This roster plays out like the modern antidote to Warriors style basketball. Size, size, size. Drummond/Baynes in the middle. Morris/Leuer in the 4, both who can step out and stretch the floor with shooting. Harris/Johnson with good length and shooting on the wing. Reggie Jackson, though a great scorer is not the most efficient floor general, solid signing in Ish Smith for that change of pace. SVG built himself an extremely SVG team. </div>
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6) <b>Washington</b> - John Wall, to me, is painfully underrated. Surrounded by underachievers his whole career. I expect big jump years from Otto Porter, and more so Kelly Oubre. Full season of Markeif Morris can pay big dividends. Ian Mahinmi is a better alternative to Nene at this stage in his career because of defensive contributions. Biggest question mark is thin back court depth, only Trey Burke and Marcus Thornton are rostered and Beal can not be counted on for 80+. If they are in contention towards the end, will have to supplement roster at that spot. </div>
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7) <b>Charlotte</b> - Think this is the sneaky team of the East. Loss of Jefferson won’t be felt so much due to his age and the system they are trying to run. Bellinelli a nice addition off the bench, but so much of this season is contingent on the health of NJ’s own Micheal Kidd Gilchrist, a dynamic talent who can change a game with defense and energy. Curious how Batum handles pressure of big deal and being the primary play maker. </div>
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8) <b>Chicago</b> - Not as sour as most on these Bulls. Butler is a young star, paired with two solid, rotational youngsters (McDermott/Portis) Couple change of pace forwards with Taj and Mirotic. Add D. Wade, a floor coach who commands ultimate respect and a NBA title holding PG in Rondo who dished out 11.7 assists last year. It should be noted that for someone with an awful shooting reputation, he put up a respectable .365 from 3 point range in 72 games last year. Obvious chemistry and defensive questions abound, but I find interesting, main variable to me is if Fred Holberg can stay in control of this team and be able to coach.<br />
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9) <b>Atlanta</b> - Forgive me for not having a lot of faith in Dwight Howard, who assuredly will put up huge and useless regular season numbers. Love the coach and how his defense operates, love Millsap, but just can’t see it. Losing Horford and Teague too much to take, and I don't trust Korver's health or Schroeder's ability to log full time PG minutes.</div>
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10) <b>Orlando</b> - A lot of talk about the “logjam” of rostering Vucecic, Ibaka and Biyombo. I see three legit big men, two who can stretch the floor, giving Frank Vogel a ton of defensive options and a very deep front court. Fournier is a nice player, but will probably take a big jumps from Aaron Gordon at his new position and Elfrid Payton's shooting for them to seriously compete, if not, point guard hunt will be on. </div>
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11) <b>Milwaukee</b> - I like a lot of pieces on this team, especially Giannis and Jabari who have only scratched their respective ceilings. Dellavadova was a crazy signing to me, especially for the money guys like Jeremy Lin and Ish Smith went for. A serviceable backup PG being asked to log heavy minutes in a much tougher situation than he found himself in with LeBron and Co. Loss off Middleton is too tough to compensate for on the outside, even with Mizra Teletovic most likely having free reign to fire from the arc. Still a couple back court pieces away. </div>
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12) <b>New York</b> - I can’t think of a worse scenario for the Knicks to start the season then Derrick Rose being on trial and even when playing in pre-season, looking like a tenuous rotational player more than MVP caliber point from years back. Noah will miss time, and no way Brandon Jennings keeps his mouth shut all year. Rookie coach getting handed this is even more cause for concern. Understood the position Phil Jackson is in to hurry up and put something around an aging Melo, but this is less than a band aid, more of a used and half wet bandaid you found on the floor. </div>
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13) <b>Brooklyn</b> - The Nets are being universally chosen as worst team in the NBA, as I’ll agree their future prospects are about as grim as a Clint Eastwood movie, the ship has been moved in the right direction. Maybe picking them over 3 teams in overall record (Philly, Miami and Sac) is a homer pick, but this team is playing the right way, coached well and hungry. Brook/Lin are a formidable pick and roll combination, and RHJ is proving as an elite level wing defender already, with only 29 games under his regular season belt. Scola/Booker/Grievis will help keep them competitive, and offer contenders some interesting trade chips in the stretch run. Also, keep an eye on Justin Hamilton, was a nice player a few years back in the NBA and had a winning game in Euro ball, a true stretch 4 with a great stroke from the outside. </div>
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14) <b>Miami</b> - Hasaan Whiteside is a unique talent, but his track record is far too small and sketchy to get max dollars, and with Wade/Bosh gone, him being the face of the franchise is way too much for him. Spolestra is great coach, Winslow should improve and start cementing it as his squad, but this team does not have enough talent to seriously compete. Wouldn’t be shocked to see Dragic moved at some point. </div>
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15) <b>Philadelphia</b> - Trust the process. A month ago I would have had this team somewhere around 12/13, but with Noel/Simmons slated to miss first 2-3 months, can’t see them getting many W’s. It appears Joel Embid is a truly dynamic talent with great upside, but let him put together a healthy stretch before we crown him anything. They are developing a hell of a budding roster, but it’s young and needs much more time. </div>
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1) <b>Golden State</b> - What’s to say, only thing that will keep them out of this spot is catastrophic injury or another team really excelling while they rest players in the stretch run. On a normal team, I’d be concerned about Zaza Pachouli being counted on very heavy starter minutes, and a bench that doesn’t go very far past Livingston and Iguadola. But the core makeup is too wild, and from all accounts, no front office has any idea how to deal with it not named LeBron James. Oh, and by the way, Klay/Steph/KD shot 46% from 3-point in the preseason. Yikes! </div>
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2) <b>Oklahoma City</b> - Westbrook already had the biggest chip on his shoulder in the league, perhaps, and that chip has become massive. He has the unique ability to will his team to wins, and we saw what Roberson/Adams can do to people defensively in the postseason. Oladipo and Kanter have huge opportunities to score the ball, a lot of how this season plays out relies on their ability to complement Russ on the offensive end. Don’t sleep on Payne/Sabonis off the bench, as well. I like this team. </div>
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3) <b>Houston</b> - The Houston offseason was on of the best in basketball. Even though Anderson/Gordon are injury prone, this team can flat out shoot and should score a ton of points, especially with the “7 seconds or less” mentality. Nene adds front court depth and not too worried about PG depth to start season since Harden can slide over, but defensively they’ll need Beverly back before long. Will blow the doors off a lot of teams in regular season, but the makeup is not right for the playoffs, will get beat up in a long series. </div>
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4) <b>LA Clippers</b> - This team, as constructed, is and will be the Clippers best chance at a title with this core. Bringing back all the main pieces, supplementing the bench with Brandon Bass, Paul Pierce and Marresse Speights. There are weapons and experience and grit at every position, topped by a great coach. Have a feeling about this years Clips, and as you'll see in bottom of my predictions, think they are only team who could take out Warriors in a 7 game series. As much as Clips will have hard time covering that perimeter, they could effectively OWN the paint, which historically says something in the NBA. </div>
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5) <b>Utah</b> - My favorite young team in the west. Not too worried about Hayward injury, once healed shouldn’t be nagging problem. Assuring up the PG spot with George Hill, and adding veteran bench pieces in Diaw and Joe Jesus. It’s a great mix of solid coaching, timing, young talent and veteran leadership. I could see this team getting up to the 3-4 seed and winning a playoff round or two. </div>
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6) <b>San Antonio</b> - Mark my words, it’s finally going to happen. Every year people have doubted, and every year the Spurs answer the doubts and remain steadfastly at the top of the West. That was because of Tim Duncan, and that will now change. Aldridge and Pao on paper are great combo but have a high probability for chemistry clash. Danny Green is banged up and the guards are a year older. The decline won’t be out of the playoffs, but the powerhouse may be over. </div>
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7) <b>Portland</b> - Dame Lillard has quickly become one of my league favorites. Plays with a constant chip and with good pieces around him, have a feeling he is going to come back year after year with competitive teams. They made some solid front court additions, but behind Crabbe, there are almost zero shooters, ball handlers or play makers coming off the bench. That little depth won’t go very far, but they’re a playoff squad. </div>
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8) <b>Memphis</b> - Boooooring old, pretty good Memphis. Same old story, a healthy Marc Gasol could lead anyone to playoffs. Mike Conley is very good, and now extremely rich. But ask other teams how relying on Chandler Parsons has gone? They will defend well and win 40+ games, again…nothing new. </div>
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9) <b>Minnesota</b> - I love Towns as much as the next guy, and as intriguing as pairing the young core of KAT/Wiggins/LaVine/Dieng with a coach like Thibs, I still think they are one year or one piece away from the edge that gets you over the hump in close games. Exciting, but not quite there. Hopefully the CBA changes in a way that allows teams like the T-Wolves to lock up their starters long term, could be an incredible core a little down the road. </div>
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10) <b>Dallas</b> - Cuban did nice job of stocking decent pieces for Rick Carlisle to work with. Just enough to stay respectable for Dirk’s finale while leaving no chance of winning it all. Even with a Harrison Barnes turnaround this season solidifying him as, perhaps not a max contract guy, but at least a go to scorer and wing defender on solid team, Dallas will fall short. Deron Williams is sure to wet Mavs fans palletes with a stretch of good games, then fake an injury and be in and out rest of season. If Salah Mejri and Draymond Green wind up on court together, Dray will leave with some sort of ejection/suspension. In short minutes last season, Salah pissed a lot of people off. </div>
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11) <b>Phoenix</b> - Love the back court and also on the “Devin Booker is the real deal” train. Len/Chandler nice pair of rim protectors. But seeing gaping holes at the 3/4 spots that Chriss/Bender are not ready to yet fill on a full time level. See improvement and some nice stretches, but can’t see the playoffs. </div>
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12) <b>New Orleans</b> - Starting to feel bad for Anthony Davis. Every year we talk about the success of the Pelicans contingent on the health Tyreke Evans and Jrue Holiday. A few low risk and high ceiling pick-ups, like Solomon Hill and Tim Frazier were solid, but unless Buddy Hield turns into an absolute star right off the bat. Same old for New Orleans.</div>
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13) <b>Denver</b> - Nice core building in Denver, Jokic/Mudiay/Harris mixed with another good rookie class, there is hope in Denver. Just not playoff hope quite yet. </div>
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14) <b>LA Lakers</b> - Excited to watch D’Angelo Russell shoot 35 times a game, Brandan Ingram get blown around by a swift breeze, and Julius Randle do his best Colossus impression, shoving his head into the chest of whoever is in front of him. Joking aside, love Jordan Clarkson and that was a sneaky good re-signing. The core is young and fun, might start getting some people in the seats but not a lot of W’s. </div>
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15) <b>Sacramento</b> - Well, well, well. Old Demarcus Cousins lost again in the landlocked California city of Sacramento. Starting to feel for him, he wouldn’t be winning in Brooklyn, but at least he’d have some cooler places to go eat. Hard to see this team making a jump, barring big strides from anyone of Cauley-Stein or McLemore. </div>
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<b>MVP</b> - Kevin Durant</div>
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<b>6th Man of the Year</b> - Marcus Smart</div>
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<b>Coach of the Year</b> - Billy Donovan</div>
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<b>Most Improved Player</b> - Andrew Wiggins</div>
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<b>Rookie of the Year </b>- Joel Embiid</div>
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<b>Executive of the Year</b> - Dennis Lindsey</div>
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In my life, I’ve had to deal with a little anti-semitism, but it has never felt omnipresent. There have been moments, but it hasn't been a lifelong struggle. I knew, and could see, that culturally I was a little bit different, but not enough to impede my movement in life. I listened to the stories of my Grandparents, two of which were immigrants from Russia and Poland. Listened to the stories of my parents, raised in the 40’s and 50’s in Brooklyn and the Bronx. There were plenty of tales, and more than enough about anti-semitism and the battles they fought to know that I had a much different, and easier reality. The fact that it was an afterthought, in my mind, had always highlighted the progress made prior to me. </div>
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I lived in an area during my teenage years that was on the outskirts of where a lot of working class white people lived. I was in some new apartment complexes out of the thick of it, but bussed, went to school and hung out with them. It was hiding in plain sight, I was raised by educated, Jewish New Yorkers, but since I also lived in affordable housing with my Mom, wore Metallica t-shirts, had long hair and was a smart ass in school, I fit right in. I saw, from kids and adults alike, a lot of your general working class, racist, ignorant shit. The worst was usually overhearing a neighbor or friend’s parents say they “Jewed someone down on the price”, usually looking at me shortly after saying something like, “don’t worry Benny, you’re like, a good one”. I know it’s weird to say, and I’d like to keep a black and white line on racial issues, but there is a difference between truly racist and kind of dumb. It was annoying, but we’re not talking about holocaust deniers or anti-Semites here, just general dumb asses, who usually had something shitty to say about everyone, themselves included. In fairness, dumb asses like this are still half my friends, and I’m basically one of them. </div>
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The issues I had with proper neo-nazi, white power dudes came about via hardcore shows. When I started going in the early/mid 90’s, the trail off of skinheads at shows was still there. Apparently not very long before I started attending, it had been far worse, and a lot of the scene had organized or become violent against it. By the time I got there it had mostly been removed, but we had our problems, two stories below highlight this. </div>
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My first real face to face with it was somewhere around 1994, ironically at some kind of charity event hosted outdoors on a high school football field in Hillsborough, NJ. A nice town that I had many good friends in, but the part of NJ that starts to be far away enough from the city that it’s getting closer, culturally, to a more conservative mindset. A couple friends and I had gone to see XBoundX, our favorite local hardcore band at the time. The show had an outdoor stage, an odd mix of older/younger bands and a bunch of unusual show goers in the crowd. </div>
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During their set we started a circle, there weren’t many of us but we managed a few solid pile-ons. Then two guys, not kids, grown ass men started thrashing around the circle. They seemed drunk, they were shirtless, and just getting off on anything amplified. In the spirit of a positive pit, there were smiles and these dudes were just trying to have a good, drunken time. No harm, no foul. Then I saw this huge tattoo on the big guys back, clear as day, a giant swastika with an SS solider pointing a gun over top, a full size back piece. I was floored, never seeing anything like that before and my head started to spin. My friends saw it too and it made for an uncomfortable couple songs until there set was over, we were trying to have fun and avoid these guys at the same time. </div>
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After the set, the tattooed guys were milling around and eventually made their way over to my crew. Drunk and loud and rambunctious, they walked over and started saying what’s up to everyone and bumping/shaking hands. This dude got up to me, and I froze. In my memory it feels like I was sitting there for an hour, thinking about this tattoo, this guy, this place, imminent regret for not standing up for myself and eventually thought of my family. I can’t conceive Judaism without thinking of my Grandparents, and in some terrified but willful show of disobedience, I pulled my hand back and told him “I can’t shake your hand.” Still happy and confused, he asked “Why?” And I said, “Well, honestly, I don’t like that tattoo on your back”, to which he replied, “What, are you a fucking Jew lover.” I said, shaky and small, “well actually I am a Jew”, he said, with great disdain “well you’re a fucking Kike then”, and stormed away. </div>
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I have to re-iterate how scared I was, and how my little protest wasn’t done with a puffy chest. I was seriously shook and thought I would get killed if I didn’t leave. There were no more bands anyway, and I had all the people I knew there walk me out to my friend’s car. There was no further incident. But I didn’t take it lightly, and the further into adulthood I get, I despise the man who treated a kid like that more and more. </div>
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A couple years passed, and that incident took a backseat in my head, it’s Central Jersey after all and you don’t have to go far to find many cultures living closely and comfortably with each other. As a joke and half-hearted attempt at showing pride, my brother and I made a little run of shirts. 6 were printed, they said the ‘Jewish Mafia’ on the front, and had a star of David on the back with NJJC written around it, for New Jersey Jew Core. Since we were naive to actual realities and struggles of Jews present in our community, it wasn’t more than a goof to us and most involved. Actually two shirts were traded to an unknown fellow for Warped Tour tickets, there whereabouts are still a mystery. </div>
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Not long after, I went to see Snapcase, Refused and Turmoil at the Trocadero in Philly. I had taken the train in with one friend, neither of us the tough guy types. I wore my NJJC shirt, thinking not too much of it again, assuming what happened previously was an isolated incident. Anyway, I sort of liked the attention it brought, I was and am a bit of a ham and liked the “conversation starter” aspect of the shirt. Turmoil opened the show, being one of my favorite bands at the time, I naturally started dancing and singing along and piling on bodies. As I was finger pointing at the front of the stage, having a blast, I got cracked in the head, really hard. I was literally seeing stars and stumbled off to the side, I got myself together and quickly assumed I had taken a foot or fist from a stage diver, accidentally, it happened pretty often. </div>
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During that era the Philadelphia scene had a group of dudes that called themselves “Philly Straight Edge”. If knowledge serves, it was mostly local, drug free, bike messenger guys, who always wore Philadelphia 76ers Clarence Weatherspoon basketball jerseys and started many circle pits at shows. I had met one of them backstage at an H20 show, he had long dreads, can’t remember his name. This guy walked up to me and said, “you alright man? That dude fucked you up”. I didn’t know what he was talking about, but points to a few dudes staring at me across the room, skinheads, and big boys too. One of them, apparently, had run full speed behind me when I wasn’t looking and punched me in back of the head. A fucking weak move, due to me being about 16 years old, and the guy not even having the courage to face up on me. </div>
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Getting my bearings, rubbing a baseball sized lump on my head, I saw a group of 3-4 of them, and they were talking and pointing right at me. I was about to get rushed and stomped. But, luckily, before I knew it, about 6 Clarence Weatherspoon jerseys and two security shirts rushed the guys and forcibly removed them from the building. Those dudes, luckily for me, were not about racist shit, and were quick to come to my aid. Security probably wanted to get ahead of it since it was the 1st band and they’d already started punching people, just to maintain the peace. I recovered, and watched rest of the show. Refused and Snapcase were great. </div>
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They were crazy times, but they ended...at least in my perceivable reality. It’s something that hasn’t come up in so many years for me in a tangible way. I moved to New Brunswick area at the end of high school and ran with groups of either musicians or artists or students for many years. Then I toured, then I wound up in a newly gentrifying part of Jersey City. All these places were safe, and somewhat secluded from the sentiments of so many I share not only the country with, but the state. Well, thanks to some recent loud-mouth celebrities, it’s come back into my life. </div>
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It’s a long story, but I have been actively trolled by white nationalists and anti-Semites on twitter for the last few months now. It started one night on a Hillary Clinton thread with someone using the (((echoes))) around my name, which are a new online Star of David. A way of branding Jews on the Internet to be attacked by other like minded jerkoffs. I was honestly crushed, I tried to take the high road and not engage. Later that night I was so upset I just blocked anyone involved and deleted all messages included. I decided that it was social media’s fault, if I wasn’t active on this site, I wouldn’t know that these people and their thoughts existed. I live in a good community where this isn’t tolerated and I don’t have to see it, so why am I subjecting myself to it? I decided if it’s on your doorstep, engage, if not, be the better man and leave these fringe thinkers alone. They’ve always existed, and now they have a medium to share besides for local Waffle House’s and shit…then it followed me home. </div>
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I can’t tell the whole story here, for sake of real life fluidity, but the day after this incident it came close to my doorstep. It involved a colleague of my wife making a rude and totally out of line comment about changing her name to Horowitz, and the problems such a name will bring about in her life. </div>
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These two instances have had my mind spinning for weeks. Why, how, what the fuck is going on!?!?! All this displaced anger and rage and sadness I don’t know what to do with. My John Wayne side furious, knowing that if these people were standing eye to eye with me they would never say these things. Emotional at the thought of my Grandparents, my Grandpa, who went to Yeshiva and nearly became a rabbi. Who instead, ran grocery stores in Harlem & the Bronx and had a reputation for being extremely liberal and generous to people of all kinds, a rarity in those days. My Grandma, who escaped Poland with her family before the war and would quietly turn the lights off Friday night and light a candle and say a prayer. My Aunt, the Rabbi, who has such great faith in God and religion that she navigates the bureaucracy of it as a lesbian woman despite the struggles she’s faced. </div>
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And the funny thing is, I’m not a religious man. As anyone who has ever read this blog knows, I’m spiritual and agnostic but generally live in a continuous state of existential flux. I think most conservative brands of religion come with great and unnecessary social consequences. But now I’m branded a Jew Zionist because of my last name. Even though, I’m questionable about Israel, its policies and its close and often questionable ties to America’s military. I hold all atrocities accountable to the people creating them, hence my open admission to America and Israel being fucked up places with blood on their hands, as I believe all countries in the world, in order to become sovereign nations have had to have been fucked up places with blood on their hands. I’ve been around a lot of the world, and no place exists without internal turmoil over its past and divisions...regionally, socially, religiously or otherwise that separate them and cause some degree of strife. </div>
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Call me a hippy, but I believe the end game has to be universal peace. How many history books do you need to read to understand that borders and war and dogma lead to the same result, literally EVERY time. I believe these lines in the sand and dirt that people bleed and die over are fake and artificial. They’re not divine, they’re man made and should be as fallible as man is. Just as the stories they bleed and die over are essentially man made at this point, the reason I believe these words and books should also now only be used as guidelines, not instructions. </div>
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But, even with that said, these people look at me and see 8 hook nosed Hassidic men who apparently control with world via media and banking conglomeration. They tell me Hitler was right, and just didn’t finish the job. They tell me all I learned of the Holocaust is artificial and the forearm tattoos I saw at my Grandparents wedding anniversary as a kid were apparently fake. That it’s a Jews inherent sketchy and evil qualities that lead to their own persecution. That they want my wife and my son displaced or dead. </div>
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<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">My mental instinct is to rise above, to push out this negativity and meet it with optimism. The emotional side wants to fight, engage, and literally beat the shit out of all who think in this way. It’s confusing, and sad, and I suppose I naively thought the progress that developed would just continue. It’s also the natural ebb and flow of thought and society to have setbacks, I just hope it’s not a permanent one, and will try to remain optimistic. What other choice do I have? </span></div>
Benny Horowitzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07202871381422072929noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8337920558791954782.post-67664452533712905412016-05-31T11:39:00.002-07:002016-06-07T15:01:52.019-07:00Vegans vs Killer Cows...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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“Go Vegan and no One Gets hurt” is the sticker I saw on a sign a few days ago. I pass by a lot of stickers living in a city…graffiti, promotion companies, bands, causes, etc, but this one really caught my attention. Nobody gets hurt? Made me think, but only about how much the sentiment bothered me. Too simple, too blanketed, not a thoughtful perspective. It didn't make a clear point, it doesn’t make you question your decisions as a meat eater. The longer I thought about it the more and more angry I got. <br />
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Please know this post isn’t coming from some holier than thou bacon eater who wears a shirt that says “vegetarian is Native American for bad hunter”. This is coming from a nearly 22 year vegetarian. No meat, poultry, fish, leather or animal tested products for over two decades of my life. I’ve made huge sacrifices throughout these years to maintain what I believe to be right. And stickers like this make it feel trivial and elementary.<br />
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Not only that, but if the creator of this sticker understood human nature at all, they’d realize they are doing no service to our cause…but more than likely a disservice. In these 22 years I’ve never altered someones opinion on animal rights by force and very rarely tell anyone they are wrong. I’ve lived well, made a vegetarian lifestyle look simple and easy. Show that it’s a legitimate option by example, not by force. No person likes to be told what to do, and will more often than not put their guard up if you do. Have to just do your thing, and be educated and engaged when someone starts asking about it.</div>
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We need to be culpable as progressives for not being the opposite version of our counterparts, but a better version that doesn’t slip into the modern, acceptable levels of thought and dialogue. The current barometer is obviously low, between the media now only catering to its ratings/sponsors and social media dictating the conversation, intellectualism, or more simply put, thinking, has become elitist and uncool. It makes me think of Obama’s Rutgers commencement speech from early May when he said “We have access to more information than at any time in human history, at a touch of a button. But, ironically, the flood of information hasn’t made us more discerning of the truth. In some ways, it’s just made us more confident in our ignorance.”</div>
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I fear that sentiments like “Go Vegan and No One Gets Hurt” is the intellectual reverse of the “Make America Great Again” mentality. A bold and sweeping generalization. Not really helping anyone. The thoughtless ruins of a 140 character society that has to wrap up the worlds largest problems in the space of a tweet. Of course I believe Veganism is a much better movement for the world than Trump, don’t get me wrong, but I’m using him to make a point. </div>
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Things are nuanced, and with every change people will inevitably suffer. I know it’s not a popular thing to discuss, but the meat industry is a real thing, and it’s gigantic, and not every person who lives off of it are rich and filling their horn carved coffers. Based on 2013 stats from the North American Meat Institute, there are over 450,000 people employed in some facet of the meat industry in the US alone, earning a projected 19 billion dollars in salary. Not to mention if you add distribution, delivery and retail it amounts to over 6 million people employed with an estimated 200 billion in wages. All those people don’t deserve anything? Families, and entire towns and cities would crumble, and I’m to believe if you “Go Vegan: No one Gets Hurt”. </div>
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And do you have a plan after the worldwide change? If everyone decided to go vegan tomorrow, you have a way to roll that out? If these animals were currently left to their own devices, they would probably all die. Pasture after pasture of rotting cows, being munched on by vultures and coyotes and shit. The years and years of harvesting these animals for meat has left them completely inept at surviving on their own. And if the species managed to survive? They would have adapted, and in 200 years, people would be fighting off killer gangs of carnivorous cows roaming the same countryside. And then the “animal wars” begin, thanks to you, vegans…</div>
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1) <b>Cleveland Cavaliers</b> - Very deep, Mo Williams pickup fills a big hole for secondary playmaker, and the obvious, LeBron James. He has made it to the finals twice with extremely thin Cavs teams, this season coming in with so much talent and depth, no reason to doubt The King. </div>
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2) <b>Miami Heat</b> - Best starting 5 in East. Addition of Gerald Green off bench adding 29.3 PPG in 48 minute average last year who could contend for 6th man award. Do not trust Hasaan Whiteside after only 32 NBA starts, but imagine they have enough talent to give the league their ratings wish, a Lebron/Wade Eastern finals. </div>
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3) <b>Chicago Bulls</b> - New coach, new system, same old Rose. Butler takes this team over and starts the new look Bulls, which I think will thrive under Holberg. Bobby Portis is biggest rookie sleeper and will contribute big minutes right away. Too many injury concerns to contend with the top 2 though, I’m afraid. </div>
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4) <b>Atlanta Hawks</b> - Love their system, coach and big 3. But, they leave a big gaping hole for a wing defender with loss of Carroll, and stayed even while the East greatly improved. Should see big strides from Schroeder but can’t see them getting past the top 3 teams. </div>
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5) <b>Milwaukee Bucks</b> - They are long and versatile and create mismatches at 4 positions. Have the option to play small or big, and added Greg Monroe’s nightly double/double, coming off a 16PPG/10RPG off-year in Detroit. Kidd, jerk that he is, has proven he’s top 10 coach and can see this team advancing a playoff round or two. </div>
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6) <b>Washington Wizards</b> - One John Wall injury from disaster, but lucky for them a few solid trees in the middle and Beal on a contract year should still bring them to playoffs. Not convinced they can make any noise past first round. Whitman is a ghost in DC if they don’t. </div>
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7) <b>Boston Celtics</b> - Isiaah Thomas averaged 30.6 PPG per 48 minutes last season. Amir Johnson and David Lee will balance Sullinger-gate, Marcus Smart on second year, maybe best on-ball perimeter defender in East with Avery Bradley. And, in my opinion the best young coach in the league. Boston is on the rise. </div>
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8) <b>Detroit Pistons</b> - Greg Monroe is a good player, but the floor chemistry suffered greatly with him on roster. I expect big years from Jackson/Drummond and a full season under Van Gundy. Hopefully Marcus Morris doesn’t have another twin-loss meltdown. Think they ride high off last years strong finish and crack the Eastern playoffs. </div>
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9) <b>Toronto Raptors</b>- Just like Wizards, one Kyle Lowry injury away from being a 30 win team. Don’t love the makeup, and could see Casey losing his guys with a poor stretch. They could be on the outside looking in come playoff time. </div>
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10) <b>Charlotte Hornets</b> - Quiet additions of Batum/Lamb/Lin, don’t think they can get past MKG injury. Al Jefferson has proven to be a serviceable NBA big man/scorer, but he’s no leader. </div>
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11)<b> Indiana Pacers</b> - George off injury and CJ Miles/Ian Mahinmi in starting lineup. Departure of David West a big hit for locker room chemistry. Vogel is a great coach but don’t think they have the roster, especially with your big wing scorer (Monta Ellis) hitting threes at a .285% clip last season. </div>
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12)<b> New York Knicks</b> - Had a solid offseason and started building a real team around Carmelo. Started being the operative word. Hopefully he’s not 45 when they complete the process. </div>
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13) <b>Brooklyn Nets</b> - Post Deron Williams era brings life and more uptempo system. Sneaky additions of youth/speed in Larkin, T-Rob, RHJ paired with a full year from Thad Young. It will be more fun, but sadly for us BK fans, won’t translate to enough wins. </div>
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14) <b>Orlando Magic</b> - Love the young pieces, but until Oladipo or Harris can be someone to lean on for scoring, can’t crack the playoffs just yet. Would need huge improvement years from Elfrid Payton and Aaron Gordon to even sniff the 8 seed. </div>
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15)<b> Philadelphia Sixers</b> - You know the deal, Okafor/Noel should be fun to watch down low. Won’t result in W’s. Time for Philly fans to stop attending games and force their hand in giving fans a legitimate team, too good a basketball town to not. </div>
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1) <b>Oklahoma City Thunder</b> - Durant shot 60% from field in preseason, full year for DJ Augustin off bench, and fresh start with Billy Donovan. Oh yeah, and the best athlete in the game, Westbrook. With so much to lose, Spurs bound to rest down the stretch and Andrew Bogut’s inevitable injury, see them as the #1 seed. </div>
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2)<b> Golden State Warriors</b> - Love this team but hard not to feel they had a special year and will drop down to earth a touch. That being said, cannot devalue a dominant championship team who brings back all the pieces. Will eventually win the Western Playoffs, but might have a couple tough stretches in regular season. </div>
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3) <b>San Antonio Spurs</b> - The always tricky Spurs, is it the year the big 3 breaks down? Probably not. But I do think they feel the loss of Bellinelli on perimeter and have an adjustment period to get through. Will drop regular season games for rest, as we know, but be right there in the end, as always.</div>
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4) <b>Houston Rockets</b> - I have Houston as the 4th best team in league behind SA/CLE/GS…but sadly for them, I see a repeat of their 14/15’ season. Harden will beast, Howard will defend and kill the playoffs, but will come up just short against one of the big boys. </div>
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5) <b>Memphis Grizzlies</b> - Same old power basketball juggernauts who are experienced and added depth. This team could annoy the league into a frenzy, but still feel they’re one big time shooter away from cracking the West finals. </div>
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6)<b> LA Clippers </b>- How can you believe in this team? Even with the quality additions of Pierce/Stephenson, hard to see them putting together 4 good enough games to get through the West’s top 5 in playoffs. Rinse/Repeat for the Clippers. </div>
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7) <b>New Orleans Pelicans</b> - 45 wins with A. Davis putting up MVP numbers by himself, or 55-60 wins with a healthy and engaged Jrue Holiday and eventually Tyreke Evans. Eric Gordon was 3rd in NBA shooting threes at .448% clip. Inside/out game could be huge, especially if Ryan Anderson stays on floor. </div>
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8) <b>Sacramento Kings</b> - Of course this pick could blow up in my face. Cousins is, when engaged, the second best big man in the league (behind A.Davis) … Rondo/Collison give you different styles from the PG spot and they improved their outside shooting. If they don’t collapse horribly, watch out. </div>
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9)<b> Phoenix Suns</b> - Potentially dynamic backcourt of Knight/Bledsoe with addition of defensive lynchpin Chandler is strong core. Development of Len/Warren/Goodwin off bench could be sway that gets them the 7/8 spot or get left home. </div>
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10)<b> Utah Jazz</b> - Gave up a league best 94.9 PPG last year, and bring back core of Favors/Hayward/Gobert…worried about production from guard spots and sadly…two good teams have to be left out of playoffs in the West. </div>
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12) <b>LA Lakers</b> - Should be fun to watch, but shocked if it comes together so fast. Clarkson/Russell/Randle should at least cushion Kobe enough to make this a watchable team. </div>
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13) <b>Portland Trailblazers</b> - In the West, Lillard will have to shoulder too big of a load. He will likely be top 5-10 in league in scoring, which essentially means he had to do too much with no help. Enjoy Air Plums, just hope he doesn’t get fouled. </div>
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14) <b>Minnesota Timberwolves</b> - Rubio/Wiggins/Towns/Dieng/Mohammed might be most fun core of youth in league next to Orlando, don’t see it turning into wins yet. But should start seeing an ascension from the cellar. RIP Flip. </div>
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Benny Horowitzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07202871381422072929noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8337920558791954782.post-89185232547631965162015-03-25T22:16:00.000-07:002015-03-25T22:18:28.991-07:00Turtles on the Tour Bus...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">The view rolling into Denver area is pretty. Big, blue sky peppered with clouds. Far off to my right are the snow capped rocky mountains. In the closer view are farms, small towns, old silos and mills, new micro condos and assorted rural businesses. The ground looks pretty dry, bet it hasn't rained much around here recently. But it's the view I'm accustomed to seeing around here, beautiful rolling green hills for miles heading to the base of the vast mountain range. It's unique to this place, and I'm lucky for knowing it. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">And so it begins, the herd has risen. Marv at the sink brushing his grill while two others check their phones. I'm distracted now, but glad I got to write this. People say write what you know, the most unique thing about my life is this traveling musical circus and the methods and customs of its inhabitants. So, that's a tour bus morning. </span></div>
Benny Horowitzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07202871381422072929noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8337920558791954782.post-67514591305838907532015-01-02T13:44:00.002-08:002015-01-02T17:05:51.966-08:00The Gamblero…and an Altercation with my Sense of Humanity. <div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Since the first few games at the new Barclays Center, a new fan favorite appeared in the lower section. We've always had Mr. Whammy, an older local attorney who sits behind the hoop and curses the other teams free throws with his devil horns and funky gyrations. But now appeared the Gamblero. On the screen, every game, I'd watch this dude wearing hipster big glasses, neon undershirts and hats and a Jersey that says "Gamblero #44". During timeouts or any stop in action, he would take to the aisles and do his signature dancing to the stadium music. Soon enough, the camera people took enough attention that he was a regular stadium fixture. You couldn't get through a game without seeing the Gamblero. Always smiling, always dancing, always rooting on the Nets. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">About a month ago, he died. Not in some natural fashion, but by suffering injuries leaping out of a 2nd story window in Queens. I was shocked and immediately saddened and tried to get any information I could. Digging through his history has been what's haunting me about my general attitude and judgement towards people. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He was only 38 years old. Had a loving fiance who was ruined by the news. He, for whatever reason, lived life with a prosthetic leg. He was a pretty well known graffiti and graphic artist. He has parents and family and a life asides from what I knew of him. Funky, dancing, smiling guy at Nets games. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">It turns out, in early December he was removed by security at Madison Square Garden during the Nets/Knicks game. I'm not sure how it happened, but a video surfaced of him being carried up the aisle without his leg and eventually dropped by security guards. I briefly heard about this story and brushed it over, not knowing the humiliation and pain he felt from this event left him scarred. By word of his fiance, this was an extremely traumatic experience for him that lead to a lack of sleeping and some fits of panic and hysteria. He was in bad shape due to this and was having a hard time getting back on track. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Oddly, I saw him dancing at the Sixers game on December 12th without knowing any of this occurred. I passed him off as I normally did, I had no reason to think otherwise. Turns out it was the last time I or anyone would see him there. The following night while sleeping at his father's house, he woke up hysterical, and threw himself out of a second story window. The injuries suffered took his life not long after. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Luckily I never met him, or his fiance or loved ones. I never took to social media to bash him and only shared personal shitty jokes about him in private to my friends I share basketball games with. Harboring my own sense of judgement, almost definitely predicated on my own insecurities. He never knew my attitude, and I'm glad. But I'm living with guilt. Am I really THAT guy? Someone who sits hundreds of feet away holding vitriol in their stomach for no apparent reason. What a dick. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">It's no way to live. And it's no way to be with other people. It's no way to help the world and my own personal community. We should all be more positive and warm and giving. Actually, he was doing that, and I wasn't. I was silently judging the person who was putting themselves out their in a positive and refreshing way. I mean, fuck, this guy was so positive he wouldn't allow disparaging remarks or signs about the other teams, because it brought the wrong message. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">All these things I learned about the man posthumously. I had no idea his story was complex and cool and rich. A full life that is not mine merits the same respect as my own. And I will no longer view people as random, and less important than me. Everyone has a story. Everyone has pain. Everyone. It will have to be my responsibility moving forward to make that a focused and serious discipline for my life. </span><br />
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Benny Horowitzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07202871381422072929noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8337920558791954782.post-16788751208309067132014-11-13T03:08:00.001-08:002015-01-02T13:51:35.279-08:00Kicking Away the Line in the Sand...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">I want to live in a place with </span><span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">strong workers unions, </span><span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">legal weed, </span><span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">gay marriage</span><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> and overly strict gun laws. I want to pay higher taxes so my parks and roads and schools and hospitals and social programs are well funded and work. I want food that's not grown in a chemical process and I want some pony-tailed transplant from Iowa to make me a coffee with an option of almond milk. I want politicians to run clean without big money financing. I want my country, which was colonized and then built by immigrants, to have a sensible, non-nationalistic approach to immigration. </span><br />
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Benny Horowitzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07202871381422072929noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8337920558791954782.post-76065474167702210702014-09-16T09:19:00.000-07:002015-10-27T15:59:25.020-07:00Humans (Part One) <div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I imagine a billowy cloud with everything I could want on it…endless cheese, peanut butter, weed, baseball games and scottie dogs. But eventually, I'd get used to it. I'd want more or less of what I have, it's simply human nature. And begrudgingly, I still have to be honest and check homo sapien on my census report. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Not to mention hell. Masochism, I figure…has to be a learned and nurtured trait in most humans. Because of this, eventually you might grow fond of the steady heat of fire and brimstone…and according to the film 'Little Nicky', pineapples up your asshole. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I've recently watched doctors and nurses work a lot, which brought up this thought in the first place. Though they can come off forbidding and cavalier on the prognosis of a human you love dearly, I can understand how they become accustomed. Eventually numb, maybe bored. They still need to come home after work and manage to compartmentalize what they saw all day. Not bringing that pain and agony you see back home with you.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">In a former reality I used to beg people to book and enjoy my bands. I was ecstatic if someone who wasn't my friend bought a demo or a t-shirt. Trying to accrue fans one by one by one. Now it's possible to walk into an undersold House of Blues somewhere and manage to muster up a feeling of regrettable disappointment. How that happened? I don't know…but it happened. A particular example of how a human can view themselves in dangerous ways without the appropriate checks and balances in their life. </span><br />
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Benny Horowitzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07202871381422072929noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8337920558791954782.post-35449759145170730602014-07-09T08:58:00.000-07:002014-07-12T09:59:26.398-07:00East London Insomnia…(Fear of the Dark) <div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">It's 3:30 AM, I'm in a posh East London hotel watching World Cup replays and deciding whether to shower or exercise, or both. Stomach hurts from the flight and coffee and beer and shitty finger foods I've been eating all day. The air is thick in here, and for some reason hotels don't trust me to not throw myself or large objects out the window, so it's sealed. I could go outside, but then I'd have to put on clothes, and who knows what variable could throw itself at me at this time of night in a neighborhood I don't know. These difficult choices that muddle my mind from the real gray area of my life I should be paying attention to. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Part of my long and tenuous battle with the night is clearly based on fear. When I was a child it was of death, basic….I knew my greatest fear and met it head on every night. Now I just lay anxious, my fears so muddled through time and thought that they lay in an unrecognizable pile. A pile that should get sorted through, piece by piece…cleaned and then re-assembled, like an engine. But instead, at 33, I meet it with a begrudging inevitability. Digging through that pile sounds exhausting and painful and the idea of letting it sit is so much easier. Maintained happiness feels like a full-time job. </span><br />
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Benny Horowitzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07202871381422072929noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8337920558791954782.post-733688925848617852014-05-04T09:54:00.002-07:002014-05-05T09:15:31.892-07:00Racist Gun Jerks…and the laws that protect them. <div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">As if this process wasn't arbitrary and dangerous enough. There WERE red flags on this maniac prior to the shooting. He served in the army for 6 years before receiving a "general discharge", which are given to service members whose performance is satisfactory but is marked by a considerable departure in duty performance and conduct expected of military members. He was demoted and given his discharge for "patterns of misconduct" including being drunk while on duty and going absent without leave. </span><br />
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Benny Horowitzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07202871381422072929noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8337920558791954782.post-57186557885056970222013-11-15T09:58:00.002-08:002013-11-15T10:12:00.829-08:00Sorry Millennials, I'm trying not to be a prick...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">All the local guys (wish I could say women, but sadly, our scene was painfully male and white), would tell me this shit isn't hardcore. You wanna be real? You want hardcore? Listen to Agnostic Front, Cro-Mags, Warzone etc. These guys even thought Dag Nasty was "pussy shit." This new music was so offensive to them, they just couldn't let me enjoy what I loved. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">This brings me to the 2008 Warped Tour that Gaslight did an 8 show stretch of. I, regretfully, spent the first few days of the tour making fun of bands. Our friends Against Me and Street Dogs were on the tour, and we had some egotistical idea that we were part of only a small group of legitimate bands on the show. After a few days of watching Pierce the Veil and Devil Wears Prada and bands of that genre, I decided I will not turn into that old prick that I once hated. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He may have been right. I still can't listen to the new, A.D.D ridden, singing like Paramore on every chorus hardcore. But, I can't deny how much younger people love it, and the effect it has on them personally. So I guess it's not for me to say. This got me thinking about millennials, and the general perception that Gen X'ers and Baby Boomers have about them. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Recently I've been hearing and reading and listening to a lot of debate about the Millennial generation. Apparently humans born between 1981-2000. Being born in late 1980 makes me a true transition child. A Reagan baby who was never affected by his policies. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Add to those facts that they are the "study" generation for the effects that 24 hour news, brevity technology and smart phones have on people. Just like my generation and prescription drugs. When I think about it, I'm impressed they don't all have nervous fucking breakdowns. And no wonder why you'd turn into a bit of a narcissist when every tool used to shape your own identity is one of self-aggrandizing. For the way they are, how can I blame them? I'd like to see someone of my parents generation have the capacity and comprehension to tweet, listen to music and write a dub-step song on their phones all at once. I can't even figure out what happened on Lost, let alone navigate Tumblr. They can, we can't. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">The people coming out of this generation have a growing cynicism of the "American Dream", and as far as I can gather, they have a right to. And I assume as the years pass, everything they created will find balance and the next group of young people will talk shit about them. That's the way of the world. </span></div>
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Benny Horowitzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07202871381422072929noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8337920558791954782.post-5960258773960344492013-06-28T16:02:00.000-07:002013-06-28T16:05:06.210-07:00Dancing with the reaper, in Spain...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><span style="text-align: -webkit-auto;">About a month ago, in a 36 hour period of time, I lost somebody I had loved my entire life, lost somebody else I liked very much and respected, and heard of the passing of someone I had a close, yet fleeting 6 weeks with.</span><span style="text-align: -webkit-auto;"> </span></span></div>
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The older I get, I seem to always lose something while I'm gaining something else. The amount of people I've known who have simply come and gone from my life is extraordinary. I'm only 32, but through experience, lived and observed, I can safely conclude that getting old is not for sissies. </div>
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While walking away to start seeing bands, I stepped off a curb and my face came two inches from a speeding bus. My hazy mind barely recognized the severity or danger. An occurrence where every element involved...my shoes, my hat, the size of my feet, not to mention innumerable variables that went into <span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">the bus, its driver and passengers could have changed the outcome. For some reason, that day, I stayed two inches away from being a "senseless" tragedy.</span><span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"> </span></div>
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Benny Horowitzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07202871381422072929noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8337920558791954782.post-39588384289616419632013-03-22T05:30:00.002-07:002013-03-22T05:30:40.184-07:00Blogging, Flogging, Jogging and Logging...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
As anyone who checks up on this site periodically already knows, I'm shitty at keeping this updated and consistent. But, in all honesty, I don't really think I've had much to share lately. The things happening these days are not for public consumption and I'd be a typical and thoughtless character to just toss any old junk on here for you to waste your time on. <br />
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I do feel that the blogging and social media waves that have happened over the last 10 years or so are absolutely watering down legitimate content. It wasn't always the case that a random drummer for a band could have access to the same soapbox and platform that the President uses. I barely passed high school English and could not, with a straight face, break down most commonplace grammatical law. <br />
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And here I sit, on a bus in Bristol, England...wondering what the fuck to talk about. <br />
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Sorry, nothing yet. Wait...here's a thought. <br />
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I would like to call out to the men of the world to act on a movement of decency and courtesy involving public restroom toilets. As a man, who by the cruel hand of fate must sit down to tackle my stomach a good 3 times a day, I'd really rather prefer to not sit on a pool of your urine. It's one of those simple concepts that everyone got yelled at by your mother for, pick up the seat when you pee, put it down when you're done. If these simple rules are followed, the fabric of human decency and interaction will improve. <br />
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Most men I know who have an issue with this is due to their OCD's and fear that their precious little hands will touch something remotely dirty. Even though, logically, most public toilets are cleaned once a day. Even dirty ones get a touch-up every few days. When is the last time you cleaned your toilet at home everyday? So I ask you this, frightened Freddies, you're only afraid of touching the remnants of pee from someone you don't know? <br />
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I feel foolish that I need to write this, to call out to humanity to help me. The time it would save me to pull my pants down and start my business without playing janitor. Not to mention the serious environmental impact my "barrier" of toilet paper that is most often laid on top has. I'm sad to say my carbon footprint grows, because you're too lazy or afraid to pick up a seat. <br />
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Benny Horowitzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07202871381422072929noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8337920558791954782.post-37076677622725748252013-01-07T16:56:00.002-08:002013-01-08T01:04:27.501-08:00Winter, Darwinism and Natural Disasters...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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It's cold again, it was bound to happen. Every year there comes a time when it becomes inescapable. This will now be my 32nd winter. It feels impressive saying your age like that, makes me feel like a Game of Thrones character. <br />
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So my pre-winter "training" is over and I'm in full cold weather mode. Said "training" consists of subjecting myself to all levels of cold, via ill-suited clothing, leading up to the coldest months. The logic is that I'm preparing my body for the forthcoming winter, and if Darwin is right, adapting and overcoming the cold. I think it makes sense, who knows if I'm right. <br />
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But, there is something to say for people who have to live through winters. Part of the reason that the Californian and Floridian "perpetual sun" vibe can begin to irritate cold weather peoples. Winter is hard. It's dark, and cold. The days are short, the foliage is dead. At night the only life is steam from passing mouths, building rooftops and greasy grill exhaust from the local fry and dies. There is a solitude. A bleakness. <br />
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Prior to last year, the upside to dealing with the brutally hot summers and ice cold winters of New Jersey was the fact that we were mostly exempt from natural disasters. Tornadoes, Earthquakes, Volcanoes, Tsunamis and Hurricanes are a foreign news piece for Jerseyites. All we have to do is deal with a few blizzards a year, buy some gloves and an ice scraper for your windshield, maybe a blower if you have a big driveway, and you're mostly set. <br />
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Well, not anymore. I think one of the reasons some people from here weren't too worried about Sandy is because, historically, the hurricane warnings have been "crying wolf" my entire life. At least twice every summer, since I was little kid, we've had hurricane warnings. All with different weird names, all of them decrease in power by the Carolinas, or magically veer east over the Atlantic Ocean before they get to us, leaving merely a thunderstorm that half the populous bought canned food and generators for. <br />
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Apparently things have changed. The coast is pushing back and some serious re-consideration of where property is built, and more specifically HOW it's built is very much in the for-front. <br />
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Benny Horowitzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07202871381422072929noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8337920558791954782.post-12884457806281632652012-10-22T12:16:00.003-07:002012-10-22T12:18:54.744-07:00Glaswegian Water...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Backstage room in Glasgow, Scotland ... the 02 Academy.<br />
5:39 PM, listening to the Blood Red Shoes sound check.<br />
Waiting for Dave Hause to shower so we can go find some food. <br />
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The current question posed to me at the moment: Should I wipe the top off of the half-drunk "floater" bottle of water on the table in front of me...then drink. Or, do I set this computer down and lean over to the 2 cases of unopened water bottles on the side of the couch. <br />
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I have a slight ethical objection to opening the new water while there are 3 half-drunk ones with-in my eye sight. Early in elementary school I participated in a workshop that was designed to terrify me about the worlds fresh water problems. About how people, specifically Americans, grossly overuse our fresh water supply with things like long hot showers, gigantic washing machines and backyard pools. Their presentation was profound to my young mind, and with the exception of the occasional long, hot shower...I have become uber conscious of it. This is why I'm willing to risk contracting an oral disease by sharing a mouthpiece with some member of my band or crew. Doing my part, just a little. <br />
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But then, the older I get, the more I fear little colds and infections and such. I've definitely heard of a lot more 32 year olds dying then I did 25 year olds. Which makes me more reticent of taking that disease leap of faith and just opening the new bottle, ensured of its sterility. The added environmental benefit is that I can personally guarantee it's completion, knowing that those 16 ounces of precious fresh water have gone to good use. If Scotland had recycling, I'd certainly do it, but they don't...so that's an environmental impact I must ignore at the moment. <br />
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I also think that making yourself available to a certain level of dirt and disease is positive for the overall functioning of your immune system. Just saying. <br />
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The most interesting thing to me, personally, about posing this question is...how casual my life must be at the moment to even consider such a quandary. But on the other hand, maybe it's the little things that a lot of people ignore that could make a difference if said thoughts were collectively active. Who knows, that leads to a totally new set of questions. <br />
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Benny Horowitzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07202871381422072929noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8337920558791954782.post-674752909299032512012-08-14T20:07:00.000-07:002012-08-28T02:41:33.467-07:00Luxembourg Insomnia...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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I'm sitting cross legged at the foot of a bed at 4:50 AM, half drunk, in a hotel room in Luxembourg with our guitar tech Brad sleeping a few feet away from me. A situation that has somehow become normal for me, even mundane. When I think about what my perceived adult reality was as a kid, and what it has become, I'm blown away. It's even further in the future now than the time Marty McFly went to in Back to the Future 2. As a kid, I thought by now I'd be a college graduate, a working guy with a family and all that. Probably with a flying car and meals in pill form. After a certain point, 13 or 14 maybe, I thought I'd be exactly what I am. It's just that I had no idea what becoming what I wanted to be entailed. Something I probably haven't fully realized until recently, over the course of the last few years when the band I created with 3 other people turned into something bigger. <br />
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From the ground to the underground to the outer tinges of soccer mom's stereos. From booking local shows, to booking east coast dates to spending 9 months a year on the road. It's seriously a fucking trip, from the advantages, to the troubles, to the scruples and everything in between. I would not trade it for any other life, but the perception of my life to a lot of people from the outside is starting to get interesting. It now begins in my late twenties, when random people began digging my band. People think they know you. Your history and your baggage and your former pains and accomplishments. Even the people who I've toured with for years couldn't tell me what my Mom's name is. The kind of student I was in school. How much bands like Strength 691, or 108, or CR meant to me. What weekends with my Grandparents were like. But to them, by listening to drum parts and reading a Wikipedia page, they think they know exactly who I am, who we are. <br />
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It's this sort of judgement that's obtuse and dangerous and silly, and important to not take too seriously. I'm an extremely opinionated and judgemental person, it's taken me the bulk of my adult life to let people be themselves without opinion, especially if it has no bearing on my life. Now I've never been judged more in my life. Everyone has an opinion, and one that has to mean something because my friends and I have chosen to publicly parade ourselves around and hire gigantic companies to promote our music. Everything we say and do and write and record is now layed out for the court of public opinion. And that's OK, it's part of the game. It's just so much more important, now more than ever, to realize what a giant crock of shit it is. <br />
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It's the most important time in my life to remember myself and where I come from. To not let the leaking pen of a journalist or the quick fingers of a blogger define me. They're random people, just like me. People with their own histories, friends and families and scruples and insecurities to deal with. And I hope they find joy in what they do, malice driven or not. It's like my Mom always said, "whatever gets you through the night". The subjective nature of all of this is what keeps my skin thick. 6 years ago I was a pothead, college dropout who had a good job, a litany of past and present bands, and who's prime seemed to have passed when I stopped booking shows at 20 years old. But I kept working and caught a break and now random people from all over want to pretend to know who I am, what motivates me and my friends and the type of people we are behind closed doors. Let me lift the veil for you. A bunch of lunkheads working their way through life, trying to figure it out...just like everybody else. </div>
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<b>"I travel not to go anywhere, but to go. I travel for travel's sake. The great affair is to move." - </b><i>Robert Louis Stevenson</i></div>
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What brings us to this? The lifestyle and the attitude of the touring musician tend to be so unique, there must be some common thread that binds us together, no? The nomadic nature, travelers and seekers in the romantic, Kerouac sense. Fear of responsibility, listless and an aversion to the "normal" 9-5 grind in the classical, dare I say republican, sense. <br />
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I've noticed some trends among my legions, but nothing that really stands out. In essence, the bulk of touring relationships are moderately fickle. Based on good times and music and general mutual interests. But rarely do they turn into childhood, family dynamic, pain, love, fear and loss. Typically the things that would drive our sub-conscious into the people we really are, and the decisions that drive our lives. <br />
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The Spinal Tap image that most people perceive of us on the outside, is basically true. The more I'm opened up into this fantasy land of bus parking lots and back stages and hotel rooms, the more I'm astounded at the mediocrity of its inhabitants. They are just people. People with a certain creative talent that are put in a position where people listen to what they have to say. And are asked, quite often, to say a lot. <br />
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With these questions in place, I'm trying to investigate further. <br />
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Like most members of the advanced human civilization of our time, I googled my questions to see if anyone has thought of it yet, so I can appropriately steal from them and pass it off as my own. I stumbled upon Micheal Brein, the travel psychologist, who lists many reasons for people, not musicians, need for travel. The most interesting seemed to be the idea that it improves your self esteem. He says "Anything people can do to enhance their own images of themselves elevates their estimates of their own sense of self worth in their own eyes as well as in the eyes of others." This could most likely apply to the psyche of many musicians I know, insecurity and low self esteem and a feeling of being an outsider leads many traveling musicians to their calling. It's actually amusing when these types of people are put onto pedestals of coolness, because their lack of coolness typically brought them there to a certain extent. <br />
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For the older players, his idea of re-connecting and re-validating our lives holds water. Saying "Travel enables us to make our current lives 'more real' by re-examining the present in light of the past." This was best summarized by a T.S. Eliot poem saying.<br />
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I like this, and like I said before, it can illuminate the more romantic side of the traveling musician. Using the places and the people and the music to highlight the better parts of the past. And to further suppress the things we're all running away from in the first place. I realize this all my sound judgemental, but please know it comes from the most personal and sardonic place. In essence, all of our perception is based most closely to our own likeness. <br />
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But...I can't help but look at the people and places around me in an anthropological context. The idea of what drives people, and myself, is fascinating. With the personalities I'm surrounded with on a daily basis, it's hard not to try and figure it out. I may be barking up an endless tree, but I'm not done in my quest to figure out the psychology of my people. The nomads, the wanderers, the seekers...the traveling musician. <br />
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<b>"Who is mightier than death? Those who can smile when death threatens."</b> - <i>Ruckett</i></div>
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This morning, I found 3 dead baby birds in my garden. They must have fallen out of a nest somewhere in the tree-line over my yard. They looked pretty fresh, to the point where I couldn't tell if they were really dead or alive. I picked the first one up with a leaf, when I saw the next two, I used a shovel, then put them in a leaf bag we've been using for loose sticks and what/not, tied them up and tried to forget about it. <br />
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I sat there for a few minutes, re-picturing their lifeless bodies in my head and I nearly started crying. Something seemed so damn off about it. I was worried at first about burying them, since I thought it was an inevitability my dog would dig them up and most likely eat them. But I couldn't take it, something about there demise seemed so fucked up to begin with, I couldn't imagine them getting a mafia death at the garbage dump. I wanted them to at least become part of the environment they lived in and somehow make their unusually short lives partially worthwhile. <br />
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So I dug a two foot hole, took them out of the leaf bag and put them into the earth. I know it might sound soft, but it was heartbreaking. <br />
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It's a truth about the world, or at least a perceived truth that has always fucked me up. If reality really is random chaos, a series of interwoven events that leave us floating in a constant state of flux. Every death breaks my heart, and sadly, every life breaks my heart because of it's random and inevitable end. Being rational and logical sucks. It's like a quote from that movie Tree of Life..."Nature is cruel, and grace is beautiful". It's true. The classical thinker, rooted in logic and visible truth is doomed to merely search for happiness. Stuck in a perpetual state of existential limbo. <br />
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I'd like to believe otherwise. And I know the questions I ask open more doors to a series of more open ended questions that no person to ever grace this earth has ever REALLY sorted out. I've been searching ever since I was 11 years old and I pondered the idea of eternal nothingness, ironically sparked by the Bill Murray film "What about Bob?". I know the simple truth on both sides, of faith and nature and everything in between. But, somehow, it just doesn't work for me...and every time I close my eyes the same questions persist. <br />
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I know this a bummer to read. But it's honest. I'm not sitting at home taking pictures of my food and or name-dropping the bands I just played in Europe for a month with to all my family and friends. I'm in a cafe, drinking a soy latte, and thinking about 3 baby birds I found this morning. Wondering about truth, wondering about my perceived reality and the rationality of my thoughts. <br />
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I did meet Lars Ulrich a few weeks ago, he was super friendly. <br />
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Benny Horowitzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07202871381422072929noreply@blogger.com16tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8337920558791954782.post-80370772471944215372012-04-30T06:53:00.000-07:002012-04-30T06:55:07.969-07:00Superheroes, and guilt...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<b>"He that is of the opinion money will do everything may well be suspected of doing everything for money"</b> <i>- Benjamin Franklin </i></div>
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I just watched the "Superheroes" documentary, made my Michael Barnett, for the second time. And again, I finished watching it with an odd feeling of hope and inspiration. For anyone who hasn't seen it, the film follows small groups of civilians, and in all honesty, nerds...who dress up like their own unique superhero and attempt to stop crime and injustice in their cities. Everything from confronting drug dealers in a park, putting up flyers to raise awareness about a local "groper", and a lot of community outreach to the homeless...giving food/water/hygienic products and most importantly, a connection to people who don't look at them like second class human beings. <br />
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I initially wanted to pass this off as hokey. And it is, there are a lot of people who help who don't put on costumes and make a difference in their communities everyday. But these are total randoms, people with nothing to do and instead of squandering their money on nonsense, or idealizing pop stars and actors and rappers who don't give a shit and have zero sense of social conscious. They decide to put on funny outfits, and walk the streets at night, doing good. I can't hate on it, and even find myself inspired. <br />
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I mean, I'm a drummer in a moderately successful rock band. I have 30 college credits and about 4 hours of volunteer time to my name. All I really did, was meet 3 guys who are also capable musicians, and worked trying to write good music and get it out to a lot of people. In reality, a mostly self-serving task. And yes, I've been trying the way I know how, collecting cans of food at shows for years and trying to divvy up some of this new found reward to charity and what/not. But something like this film puts a rock in my stomach, one that's there because my life is getting better, and if I decide to open my eyes everyday, so many people need help. And the difference between me and them is typically an odd twist of fate, something that we have no control over that put me here and put them there. <br />
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Luckily I have a job that effects people in a positive way. And a singer who writes things who inspire people. I recognize that, and this is one of a few career choices that I find worth in. That doesn't mean what people do isn't worthwhile, this is just my personal set of unfounded expectations for the world. You have to do what you have to do to get by, and a self-righteous point of view doesn't always fit into that. But if there is anything this little documentary taught me, is that we ALL can be doing something more. No matter what position you're in. </div>Benny Horowitzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07202871381422072929noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8337920558791954782.post-75488442678156512312012-04-03T17:55:00.004-07:002012-04-03T18:45:57.894-07:00Angry Americans...<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">"Divide and rule, the politician cries; unite and lead, is watchword of the wise."</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">- Johann Wolfgang von Goethe</span><br /></div><br />I was supposed to try and relax today. My back hurts, I have this tingle in my fingers, and I'm 5 days into a coffee and green detox. But as I argue with borderline racist, self-righteous neo-cons on news websites I can feel my body tense up and my blood boil. The Zimmerman/Martin situation has really brought the nuts out of the nuthouse. And it's highlighting how unbelievably divisive and intolerant the nature of Americans today are. It's truly frightening, from both sides.<br /><br />It may be part of this new red state, blue state phenomenon that has swept us up. I don't even remember this before 6-8 years ago. Until we started covering elections like NFL fantasy draft boards and providing the country with 24 hour, up to the minute, truly content-less news. Someone, somewhere seems to be benefiting from the American "line in the sand." This side or that side. Yes or no. But the whole concept of democracy in action is finding some middle ground between the voice of ALL people. Not over the top, morally guided policy. Again, on either side. That's where the 99% people are dead on. Many parts of the constitution are designed for us to defend against the tyranny of government and limit the exclusivity of power, not to better equip its own people to destroy each other. We need a leader who knows how to cross that bridge, not build another one. Sorry...bad metaphor.<br /><br />But, you know what? Obama does come off pompous and over-schooled. When I read his comments on the proposed GOP budget today, I had a little bit of mouth throw-up when he called it "thinly-veiled social Darwinism." Seriously dude? After driving around all corners of this country for 15 years, I truly understand how half of America can not find common ground with a man like this. Just how the other half could not believe that George W. Bush could win, twice. I voted for Obama, and typically agree with many of his policies and social stances. And just like Texans wanted to have a beer with G.W.B, I'd love to shoot hoops with Barack. But I've lost significant faith in his ability to lead ALL people in this country.<br /><br />If there is any case I can make for a guy like John Kerry, or Mitt Romney even...is that their thought is malleable. If a guy caters, and changes what he says to appease the people he represents, maybe he's a good politician. I'm starting to see less harm in that. How has it been going since we started nominating people with their own rigid, social and moral agendas to put in place?<br /><br />Don't worry, I'm not switching sides. I'm just mad at everyone right now. I wish we just all had donkey hearts...with elephant balls.Benny Horowitzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07202871381422072929noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8337920558791954782.post-45166657065759461272012-03-01T22:27:00.002-08:002012-03-01T22:41:06.624-08:00Wondering...<div style="text-align: left;">It's one in the morning or so, the apartment is quiet, and while watching the tail end of the Heat/Blazers west coast broadcast, I wonder. <br /></div><br />I wonder about life, and what this window I have in it means. If it's a useless snapshot of ones personal consciousness, which will end, and ends forever when it does. I wonder if a million years will feel like a blink of an eye and I could re-awake in another time. I wonder, less and less these days, if I'm being judged by my actions. I wonder if Humanism could actually save the world, or if only a rigid, well formulated set of rules and regulations is man's only savior against himself. <br /><br />I also wonder about other things. I wonder if Alex Levine is right, and pro wrestling is a legitimate form of entertainment and sport. I wonder if <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Nascar</span> drivers piss themselves. I wonder what a guy like Gerald Wallace puts in his hair, and if Joel <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">Pryzbilla</span> has to order some kind of special bed to sleep in. When I'm in Europe, the hotels have 5 1/2 foot blankets ... where one is left to the old shoulder vs. foot coverage dilemma. What does Joel do there?<br /><br />I wonder about nature versus nurture. I wonder what I would be like if I was born and raised in one of those dusty towns I drive by in the mid-west. I wonder if I'd still be interested in the same things, if I'd look the same, and if the personality I have would ever surface? I heard recently that Darwin may have been wrong, and the tendencies we pick up through life do physically alter our DNA for future generations. Makes sense. Shit, made sense the other way too. <br /><br />When the earth being flat was the common perception, what did people think happened to all that water? I wonder what kind of game changer the scientific community will throw at me next? I already lost Pluto, and being a Scorpio ... are the <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">Scientologists</span> right? Are we really just vessels? <br /><br />No wonder I can't sleep.Benny Horowitzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07202871381422072929noreply@blogger.com8